Inverted Mirrors

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 02:18:46 GMT

Pairing: Miles/Alex, Alex/Alexa
Beta: Shifaa

Hugely inspired by Alex's depressive quote:

"When you are with someone they seem happier in photos before you met her, or happier in stories from before. I always think they do." - "It is a bad perception of self"
From Before

Eat thou and drink; to-morrow thou shalt die.
    Surely the earth, that's wise being very old,
    Needs not our help. Then loose me, love, and hold
Thy sultry hair up from my face; that I
May pour for thee this golden wine, brim-high,
    Till round the glass thy fingers glow like gold,
    We'll drown all hours: thy song, while hours are toll'd,
Shall leap, as fountains veil the changing sky.
- Rossetti

The first picture was a very dark one, no one can possible see the image on it, unless you're the one who had taken if in the first place that is. He remembers taking it with the vividity of yesterday, the first time he saw him.

The first time he saw him he was on stage, trying to keep there the 20 or less people in the room that were starting to leave. It was the filthiest hall he had ever been to and the most bored people he had ever seen and yet he was smiling, that lad with the stupidest face, because that smile compared to all those disappointed faces from his bandmates was indeed stupid.
Through his life, Alex had met happy people like that, so it wasn't that hard to recognize a happy person and that guy was happy, really happy. He though it was a funny scene, worth a picture by the overused latest party camera.

After three or four more boring tunes he approached the guy.

- That sucked. - He remembers saying. - But you are good, you may even play a bit better than me.

- Who are you?. - He said between giggles and smiles all that stuff happy people usually do.

- Just some random member of the audience. -

They didn't spend much time together, a couple of weekends every two months, making bits, drinking, meeting each other's mums, some calls that lasted for hours, taking pictures where Miles couldn't but smile, kissing in some dark corner or whatever a famous friend and a friend trying to be famous could do.

The second picture was clearer, much clearer and full of colours of those daft rooms Matt had designed for the new album. He was sitting in the middle of the room with the red guitar on his lap, smiling, still smiling. Still happy.

Like all best friends they wanted to spend more time together but Alex was this famous occupied rock star who couldn't possibly spend two seconds without being involved in something musical related so he, Alex, came up with the idea of him, Miles, playing in the new album. Not a big thing, he didn't want to impose over Jamie's work after all. Only this song, this short song, only this quick riff.

And perhaps some gigs after that, the festivals for sure. They could spend some quality time together and the idea of playing with Miles on the same stage was enough to make him smile.

However they didn't spend a lot of time, not enough at least.

The third picture was almost as dark as the first one but you could spot the person on it. There was a face, very close to the camera for sure, some huge shiny eyes and the biggest smile.

T in the Park was the best festival they had ever been to so far. Energetic, just like Alex liked festivals to be. And Miles was there and so was this georgeous girl with big eyes. She was in the backstage with some friends, giggling and doing girly stuff. And she had the most pleasant laugh, the most beautiful laugh.
So he, Alex Turner, approached with caution and started talking to her and she, miraculously, smiled back at him. Half and hour later and some telephone numbers written in used tickets and he had to go.

- Can I take a picture of you? - Alexa laughed and before she could prepare herself Alex had taken the picture.

They didn't spend a lot of time together, she, being the kid she was, living in London, being too much for Alex.

The fourth picture was so clear, almost white. An empty white living room and the smiling girl dressed in white just there in the middle of the room didn't help either.

Leaving his parents to go living with John wasn't easy but at the same time it wasn't that hard, it was still Sheffield after all, he was still going to visit them every morning after all. Leaving John to go to London was the hardest thing he'd ever done. But it was alright, he was going to live with Alexa, to finally spend time with her.

The fifth picture had the brightest light of all. Somehow the daylight of Paris seemed brighter than London's. And his smile wasn't helping at all, Miles lying in the grass, still happy.

They spent a lot of time together, it wasn't just a week, it was a lifetime, it felt like a lifetime to Alex, a life he spent with him.
They spent days together from the very beginning and nights from the third day there. It wasn't anything they hadn't done before but there, in the middle of nowhere, away from everyone, it seemed all new.

It was a lifetime, just like living with Alexa felt like.

The sixth picture wasn't dark or bright, it was neutral, like a picture should look like. A messy bedroom and she bent over, tying a shoe. She wasn't smiling at all.

- Why are you taking pictures?. - She said, guided by the click of the camera.

- Can't I take random pictures of my girlfriend?. - He joked. - What's wrong?.

- Nothing. I'm leaving. -

- I'll go with you, I always drive you to the studio. -

- I'm leaving England. I'm tired of this place and of this situation. - Alex stared at the back of her head, finally seeing her arms folded, realizing how they had been like that for days, for months, since the day the moved in together. - You can go with me. - She turned around to face him. - And start all over again... or you can stay with him. -

- You are not happy. - A bitter smile formed in his lips. - I don't think that'll change wherever you are going.

- Maybe not but at least I can try. - And she left.

She tried, they both tried, but like Alex had predicted, they couldn't find the happiness she had lost in London.

He hadn't taken the seventh picture. Some photographer had. He was on stage, like the first time they met and this time the audience was composed of more than twenty bored persons. But he wasn't smiling. At one side of the picture, a small column titled "The Rascals Split Up".

The next day the Monkeys travelled to London for they day off before Readings and Leeds. And like in the old times, they spent some time together in that apartment Miles had bought.

- Why didn't you tell me?. - He said after a couple of senseless lines about the weather.

- Do I need to consult with you before making a decision?. -

- No, I just though I wouldn't need to know from the NME if my best friend ever decided to...

- Well, sorry, - Miles interrupted. - I didn't have time to let you know. I didn't even know what country you were touring at.

- I don't think you are quite ready to go solo Miles. - Alex said after a few moments of silence.

- Because I'm not you? Or because I'm not with you? Because I finally found someone who could replace you? I'm not letting you drag me to where you are heading Alex. I don't want to be alone like you. -

- I... -

- I have a lot of stuff to do here, you too are busy, aren't you? Shouldn't you be at Leeds getting ready for the big festival?. - Alex trying to look through his eyes, searching for that happiness he once found both fascinating and stupid. - And I don't think I'll have enough time to work in those songs for the next album, not for now.

Like Alexa, Miles had lost it in Paris, his happiness.

So he leaves because somehow he knows that just like the daylight at Paris is brighter than at London, the night is also darker. And it was during the night that he lost Miles' happiness, when no one else was looking.

Maybe he hadn't looked good enough for Alexa's, maybe he had to keep trying.

It was definitely a pathetic perception of self but when you are with someone they seem happier in photos before you met her, or happier in stories from before.

I always think they do.

The eight picture used to belong to his mother, she had taken it the day he and Jamie started to play guitar all by themselves. Younger, innocent, happy.
And for the first time Alex regretted all his choices, he regretted living this life and looking at all these pictures.

- You ready mate?. - The voice of Matt bringing him back to reality. - Gig in few minutes remember?

- Yeah. - He smiled, throwing the pictures away through this open window.

Voice

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 05:21:03 GMT

Voice
Karla

...Some ask praise of their fellows

but i being otherwise

made compose curves

and yellows,angles or silences

to a less erring end.

Myself is sculptor of

your body’s idiom:

the musician of your wrists;

the poet who is afraid

only to mistranslate...

Title: Voice

Rating: PG-15

Author: ytf

Warnigs: Soft Slash

Pairings: Miles/Alex, mentions of Alex/Alexa and other pairings.

Genre: Angst

Summary: Alex is six. He doesn't understand why he's dad is so obsessed with music and with singing in the room where he keeps his toys that make those sounds.

Alex is six.

He doesn't understand why he's dad is so obsessed with music and with singing in the room where he keeps his toys that make those sounds. They are nice but they also put him to sleep very soon and Alex doesn't like to sleep when he doesn't feel like it, he likes to play with his own toys, the funny ones. And he likes to watch television with his mum and eat cookies whenever neither of them is looking. But in order to do all that he needs to be awake and that thing called music sure puts him to sleep.

But he definitely doesn't understand why his dad likes to sing along with the music, like his mum says, it's quite annoying and he sounds very funny. He's never told his dad because the day he told his mum she only laughed hard and made him promise to keep the secret and a secret between him and his mum is very important and they have so much fun keeping secrets and laughing at dad when he isn't looking.

He doesn't understand music and he's happy with it, he doesn't need loud boring sounds. He likes to jump in bed and play with other kids from school and for that you don't need music or singing funny.

Alex is nine.

He likes to play football so much. He has even entered a team with many other friends. They are funny and they like the same stuff he does. Football and video games and more football and playing games where he has to run and hide.

Alex is particularly attached to this other kid called Jamie. He makes funny jokes and laughs at Alex's not funny jokes. But it's a shame that Jamie doesn't like football as Alex does. He once told Alex that he can't understand why his dad likes such a boring sport so much. Alex didn't talk to him for a week but he somehow did understand him, after all, Alex couldn't understand why his dad liked music so much.

Every weekend he has to wake up with music, his dad sure likes to wake up early. He goes to the stereo in the living room and puts a disc that ends up waking up Alex. On a Saturday. Why couldn't his dad understand that he was tired of playing so much football with the team the day before? He wanted to sleep and his dad kept singing with that funny voice of his.

'Do you like this song Al?'. He usually asks at breakfast. But it's boring, really boring, and the voice of the guy singing it is even more annoying that his dad's.

What was the point of having an amazing voice? As his dad says. You can only put people to sleep. Like this new guy of this other song was doing right now to Alex.

Alex is twelve.

He likes this girl from school called Katy. She's cute and has long brown hair and big blue eyes and she always comes to see Alex's football games.

He is good at playing football. He is the captain of the school team and has so many friends. His dream is to be part of the Sheffield Wednesday team one day. He sure is going to make it, after all, Alex understands football. It is the most exciting thing ever, it's funny and it never gets boring.

Like music does.

His dad wants him to take piano lessons and he just can't understand why. He doesn't like the sound that the piano they have at home does and when his dad plays it really fast it gives him a terrible headache that puts him to sleep.

Alex doesn't like to sleep. He doesn't like to waste afternoons sleeping when he can be playing football.

And the worst of all happened when his dad mentioned singing lessons. He wouldn't sing even if his life was depending on it. Singing is embarrassing and his voice is so weird, so low, everyone would laugh at him!

He prefers playing football, because that's his dream, to be a professional football player and to play for the Sheffield Wednesday.

Alex is fourteen.

He likes this girl called Mary Ann. She's really pretty and she somehow understands him.

The problem is that, well, she likes music, she's really obsessed with music. Maybe not as obsessed as his dad is but she likes a lot of bands and singers.

He's coming back home from London with his dad, aunt, Jamie, Mary Ann, her mother and Jamie's mother. That concert of that band Mary likes so much wasn't that bad, to be honest. When they were playing their fifth song he began to relax, he started imagining a lot of things and he smiled.

If there was anything he liked more than football that was smiling. Smiling people was his favourite thing in the world. And, surprisingly and for the first time in his life, music made him smile.

It was like flying away, it was like traveling to a different land. And he liked, he really liked, the words that guy was singing. And he really liked what his voice was making him feel.

Alex hates his voice, actually. It is really low for a boy of his age and his classmates are always asking him to read lines of their books, it is quite annoying. So now he knows that he would never be able to sing like this person.

He would like to, but with a voice like his...

Alex is sixteen.

He doesn't like football anymore. Well, he does, he loves it to be honest. But playing it seems so boring now and it takes so much time of his afternoons, he'd rather spend that time at Jamie's playing with the guitars their parents gave them last Christmas.

He would never forget his dad's face when he asked him to teach him how to play it. It literally shined.

He isn't pretty good at it, though. But he likes to spend time playing with it, it's funny and relaxing and whenever he listens to records alone in his room, he always travels to that land he visited two years ago for the first time.

He doesn't have a dream involving music, he's not good at it and he hates his voice. He doesn't think he could become a player in the Sheffield Wednesday either. Perhaps he could join the circus one day. That would be good.

Alex is seventeen.

And he's not sure how they were able to convince him to do this. Glyn was good! Good enough at least. And he really sucks at singing, his voice is all weird and low.

And he is about to sing in front of more than ten people for the first time. Everyone says he has an amazing voice and that his singing in the garage is perfect.

Somehow a memory of that guy his dad used to listen to in the morning hit him. He doesn't think his voice is half as good as that singer's and it was annoying!.

He doesn't understand music, you see, he loves it, he deeply loves it. But he can't completely understand it. It's missing something.

He feels Jamie's hand on his shoulder and smiles.

And he feels flying to that strange land once again. He feels like singing.

Alex is twenty one.

And these constants gigs of this bloody tour are taking the best of him. He's becoming so grumpy lately, he gets into fights with every member of the band and at night, when he only wants to rest, he has to face Alexa's rants about that girl that wore the same skirt she did that day.

And then she starts shouting at him, complaining about his lack of attention. And he doesn't understand. He sings, he sang that day. He played his guitar and listened to music.

He's been doing that during the last four years and yet the smiles on people's faces have been fading as the time goes by.

He runs out of the room, shutting the door in her face. He knows he is so going to regret doing that but chooses to keep walking, an iPod in his hand and some earphones already hanging from his head.

And he plays that fifth song. Oasis never fails to put a smile on his face so he tries and tries to breath.

London's streets are as crowed at night as they are during the day but he somehow manages to get to a lonely park. He knows this isn't probably his best idea but he needs the space, he needs the air to breath and the reasons to smile.

And his phone rings and as he sees the screen with the name of the caller on it, he smiles.

- Hey. - He whispers throw the cold air.

- So I was so fucking bored...

- And you decided to call at 2 am?. - He can't help but to laugh. It is amazing, how Miles always gets the best of him.

- I had to listen to your voice my love, to be able to sleep. - And he can almost hear the smile of the other.

- Shut up. -

- Where are you by the way? You sound cold. - Trying to come up with a lie for Miles is as easy as trying to make Helders stop making those bloody videos of his.

- A park... I needed... -

- Yeah. - And he closes his eyes, he flies away to a land, the same land he longed to visit for months, even years, without success.

And it is Miles' voice that keeps sounding in the waves of that island, in the snow of that mountain, in the sand of that desert.

And Alex smiles. He finally understands music. He feels like feeling, he feels like singing with him.

- Let's make an album together. - He whispers and smiles, again.

He likes Miles' voice, it makes him feel. He still doesn't like his voice but Miles does like it so all is well.

Alex is twenty three.

He understands music and football and he likes his own voice. After listening to it so much at Paris he had to like it. No, it isn't as he didn't hear himself singing before but it was until Paris that he actually listened to his voice. He had to. Miles was so bloody annoying. What was the point of listening to the recordings over and over again?

He secretly loved it, though. He could listen to Miles' voice all day and never get tired of it. It is music, he knows, Miles' voice is what music is.

And now, away in New York he is beginning to get all grumpy and annoying again. He gets tired easily and sleeps during the afternoons. He closes his eyes, he fades, he returns to reality and leaves that land when the recordings of that bloody third album get to his nerves and he needs to escape, to run away from that place with the eyes of the rest of the band fixed on his back and the cold air of New York filling his lungs. When Alexa's bed is not warm enough and Miles' bed is so far away and all the smiles are gone because he himself has forgotten how to smile.

He should leave New York and get back home, but he can't face home like this, he should break up with Alexa but he loved her for so long, he should leave the band, but he owns them so much, he should tell Miles I love you, but he hates his voice, right now, again, he's beginning to hate it again, it is so low and weird for a boy of his age.

Notes:

So this is the drabble of Voice for the prom table of dooooom. It is so happy compared to what I usually write but whatever!. I quite liked it, I mean, after writing Saviour I should like anything. Yeah, I wrote the drabble for Saviour already but it's so bad! I don't understand it! But anyway... this fic is so happy, I need to write some of my angst self now!.

Isn't baby Alex cuteeeeee? And isn't that last part of the last line soooo HP? Hahaha, when I read it after finishing it I was like "Hum, I think I've read this before".

By the way, all that I wrote has its bases, Alex said that at the age of sixteen he didn't know what to do with this life and joking, he mentioned joining the circus. He also mentioned a couple of girls, the football stuff... the only thing completely made up is the Oasis concert part. And well, all his earlier reaction to music, but seriously, if my dad were teacher of something I'd kind of hate it. And if someone doesn't know, Glyn was the original singer of the monkeys.

I need angst, I feel so happy now, damn!.

Karla

June 04, 2009

Prom Tables of Doooom

Sun, 31 May 2009 07:01:35 GMT

So I decided to make my ass stay still and write the fics I need to write. In order to do so, I've created 2 prom tables.

I put the itunes on shuffle and started playing the songs. I took one word of each one in the order they were displayed in. A cookie for anyone who guesses which song is which.

Harry James Potter
The rules are, every one shot and drabble must be Harry James Potter centric AND it must be post Battle of Hogwarts, that means, from May 2, 1998 at 3 am and forwards until Harry dies or whatever.

1.-Pictures	2.- Reality	3.- Victory	4.- San Francisco	5.- Pleasure
6.- World	7.- Heaven	8.- Frozen	9.- Mistakes	10.- Fate
11.- Ending	12.- Today	13.- Oscar	14.- Witnesses	15.- Line
16.- Sacrifice	17.- Fatigue	18.- Hope	19.- Time	20.- Ghosts
21.- Home	22.- Tourist	23.- Belong	24.- Ruins	25.- Sin

Alex David Turner
Because real fanfiction is a bitch, I tell you. So the rules are, indeed, they must be Alex Turner centric or/and Alex/Miles slash thinggies.

1.- Run Away	2.- Love	3.- Katy	4.- Leaving	5.- Alone
6.- Wisdom	7.- Sequels	8.- Silences	9.- Innocence	10.- Friends
11.- Memories	12.- Here	13.- Yesterday	14.- Death	15.- Speed
16.- Dreams	17.- Meeting	18.- Seduction	19.- Pain	20.- Snow
21.- Saviour	22.- View	23.- Crowd	24.- Voice	25.- Wall

Somehow I find the second Table more suitable for Harry and the first one more for Alex. Weird. But the itunes spoke, I can't deny it.
People who know me from fanfiction now the ratings and warnigs I like to have in my fics, people who don't, what should you expect?

You should expect:

Non-con
Dub-con
Death character
Suicide
Suicide thoughts
And a lot, a lot of ANGST

I do not write romance nor humor. If you want to check on my work, visit the profile on your left ----> It says "fanfiction" my brothers and sisters.

I'm going to do "1 Harry, 1 Alex". Let us begin!

Real Person Fanfiction is a bitch

Sat, 09 May 2009 07:55:57 GMT

Today I posted this on my profile on fanfiction.net:

I, AS FANWRITER, AM IN AN INDEFINITE HIATUS - 09 MAY 2009

I'm taking a break of fanfiction dot net and fanfiction in general for a while, I don't know how many time but I need to give my attention and dedication to some other things, including a new incursion into Real Person Fanfiction, which of course, is not allowed in fanfiction dot net, I will be posting at my livejournal (http://ytf.livejournal.com) , only fics in english and of my only real person fandom (the last shadow puppets and all the drama around them, actually, if anyone was wondering).
01011001Letanías and all my series of one shots are also in hiatus
I love them dearly and I will definitly finish them both, but I really need to start this series of real person fanfiction, I kept thinking all night of this angsty Alex Turner centric story I have in my mind, I just won't be able to concentrate or think of any other storyline for a while than this fandom and I need a break to re-start feeling and putting on order all my thoughts and ideas for new HP fanfictions in the future.
I'll be glad to answer your questions of my fics (especially of 01011001) at msn: bonjovi _ hall at hotmail dot com (without the spaces of course and replacing at and dot with the correct symbols)
The translation of An Idle Mind Is The Devil’s Playground is the only fic that I'll keep doing since that was a compromise with Night Flame Niko.
Thank you for your patience and for your support in all my fanfics so far. This doesn't mean I won't be writing and continuing my fics, Harry Potter will be always my first, biggest and for always, my one true fandom, it is actually much more for me than that, it is my lifestyle and therefor I can't pursue any future where I do not write fanfiction I'm just taking a break of it, relaxing and starting a new series of fanfiction that won't fit in this place.
I will still continue to be a member of the Order of Fanwriters and leader of angst, I'm honored to take that position and represent the genre.

Also, I won't be able to beta anything during this hiatus.

So! This means that this journal will be active once again! :D Of course, along with my lovely sanskyicons but here you'll only find fanfics of TLSP and Alex :D

Let's begin a new era (that sounded so Nightwish, it was meant to sound like that!)

Graphic Community!

Fri, 23 Jan 2009 06:59:27 GMT

Updating this entry, because we all need an updated link...

Graphic Community

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Resources Post

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 03:48:31 GMT

This is a must and it looks horrible in my profile. If I forgot to credit you, please tell me.

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The Dark Side of Harry Potter

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 03:13:28 GMT

30 icons of the actors of HP and in Wonderland

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11 - 12: Alice in Wonderland
13 - 23: Bonham Carter
24 - 28: Ralph Fiennes
29 - 30: Jason Isaacs

It was kinda hard to post this set of icons, I planned to made them long ago, but suddenly the latest trailer of HBP was released and I couldn't resist and then I had too many upcoming fanlistings and gifts to make and stuff, anyway, I really like this batch =) Emma wasn't supposed to be here, but that photoshoot is just too great.

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The 3rd Love

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 01:05:43 GMT

22 3rd HBP Trailer Icons
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2 3rd HBP Trailer Headers
75 3rd HBP Trailer HD ScreenCaps

The whole package, because it is an awesome trailer :D
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do coment please,
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Textures: 15 Icon Texty Textures

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 03:30:43 GMT

So here I bring to you the first set of 15 100x100 texty textures.

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PhotoShoot Power!

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 02:50:41 GMT

46 Photoshoot Icons of the Harry Potter Cast
001 - 020 Emma Watson aka Hermione Granger
021 - 030 Daniel Radcliffe aka Harry Potter
031 - 034 Rupert Grin aka Ron Weasley
035 - 036 Katie Leung aka Cho Chang
037 - 038 Robert Pattison aka Cedric Diggory
039 - 045 Clémence Poésy aka Fleur de la Court
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Order of the Phoenix + Half Blood Prince Love

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 04:05:27 GMT

50 icons of Harry Potter

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14 Half Blood Prince

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Harry Potter: Order of the Phoenix POWER!

Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:44:24 GMT

34 Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix Icons
+ Random Harry Potter Stuff

6 Harry Potter Love/Color bars

Order of the Phoenix RAWR

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this one is for you Shif <3:

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** = Bella says everything, she's gonna do it, I know it, she's gonna do it...

I needed to make some OOTP love to forget about HBP, really, really they can s*k my *******!

*1 = Credits to http://www.aku-tenshi.com

51 Half Blood Prince Icons and Bases

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 03:58:20 GMT

51 Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince Icons and Bases
50 Half Blood Prince + 1 random Harry Potter Icon

21 Bases
30 Icons

Yay for the Half Blood Prince teaser! and Yay for cute little Tom <3 Ginny also took my heart.

Half Blood Icons

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+ Random Icon

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Half Blood Bases

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You know the rules, my dears
Credit if you take
NO hotlinking
Have fun =)
Comment ~

Metal + Harry Potter

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 05:49:24 GMT

I had to make some codes, I currently have no time since I'm working with 3 fanlisting at the same time! but anyway <3

[+] Metal Icons (19)
    - Vibeke Stene
    - Anette Olzon
    - Liv Kristine
    - Ayreon
    - James Labrie
    - Tuomas Holopainen
    - Macbeth
    - Anneke Van Giersberg
    - Devin Townsend
[+] Harry Potter (7)
[+] Sirius LoveBar <3

Metal

Anette Olzon 1	Anette Olzon 2	Anette Olzon 3
Anette Olzon 4	Anette Olzon 5	Liv Kristine 1
Liv Kristine 2	Liv Kristine 3	Liv Kristine 4
Liv Kristine 5	Anneke V. Giersberg	Tuomas Holopainen
Devin Townsend	Vibeke Stene 1	Vibeke Stene 2
Ayreon 1	Ayreon 2	Macbeth 1
James LaBrie 1

Harry Potter

Xtra
A Chris Evans gift :3

Sirius Lovebar

Harry Potter Batch!

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 05:55:03 GMT

So... today is my birthday! Yay for me! 19 already ^___^!

anyway, this is my gift to... you?... yeah, that, LOL.

x 35 - Harry Potter icons (with 1 Daniel Radcliffe)
x 13 - Harry Potter bases

I'm a Sirius shipper, I'm really crazy about Sirius so expect some very sirius stuff... (I know, wtf? LOL) and I'm also a big Harry shipper (not like with Sirius but you know...) but specially, I'm a Sirius & Harry relationship shipper (like family, you pervs, no slash here XD) so... that's why you'll find more than one icon about them. But don't worry, you'll also find Hermaione, Ron, Luna, Hagrid and Dumbledore and things like that.

I didn't like OOTP movie (they made a different story out of the book), but hey! I can't resist gary as siri <3

r.u.l.e.s

[x] Comment
[x] Credit
[x] Do not edit the icons
[x] NO hotlinking

Harry Potter Icons

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34	35 *I missed this!

Bases

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Last Death Note Icons

Sun, 18 May 2008 02:27:50 GMT

Death Note Icons + Extra

[+] Death Note (19)
   - Anime
     - L, Change the World
[+] Extras (4)
     - Pusing Daisies
     - Dragon Ball Z

Finally a decent Death Note batch, however this is my last Death Note batch, I'm finally getting tired of Death Note, it's time to move on, I was running out of ideas for Death Note, I've made all I needed. This is the last goodbye :) last DN batchhhh kukuku. Maybe I'll regret this decision and start making more Death Note icons, maybe.

Death Note

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Extras
DBZ, Pusing Daisies anyone?

Female Fronted Icons :333

Fri, 16 May 2008 03:34:40 GMT

muajajaja, my icon crisis is over and actually I'm better than ever...
it's time for female fronted metal to be iconized :3

[+ 10] Nightwish
[+ 08] Arch Enemy
[+ 04] Sirenia
[+ 07] Tristania
[+ 04] Xandria
[+ 02] Draconian

Nightwish

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Arch Enemy

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Tristania & Sirenia

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Draconian & Xandria

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Random Icons / DIFFERENT STYLES

Wed, 14 May 2008 03:40:08 GMT

Random Icons / DIFFERENT STYLES

I made these icons during differente periods of time so some of them are from the last weekend and some of them are from a month ago! Are made with different styles, choose yours.

Anyway,

Death Note (Icons and bases from L, change the World Introduccion manga)
Nightwish (Anette)
The OC. (Ryan, actually - Benjamin M., RyanLindsay, RyanMarissa)

Death Note

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Base 4	Base 5	Base 6
Base 7	Example of base

Ryan (The O.C.)

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Anette Olzon
<3 I love her

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31 Death Note Icons

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:52:09 GMT

31 Death Note Icons
Near, L and Raito Centric // Anime Centric

[+] These are uploaded in one of my hostings, so this time the most important rule of all is NO HOTLINKING
[+] Comment & Comment
[+] Credit if you take!

The Death Note Icons Store is OPEN!
...although, it's not really a store, is it? I'm not getting payed!! XD
Anyway! If you like my icons, you can request some for you, C L I C K H E R E,
Read the rules :333

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Mary, I can't believe you actually made me make these L icons, you know how I feel about L >0<!! Anyway, promise fulfilled. Enjoy your L :3
Once again, I love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love Near!!! :33333

Death Note Fan Power Icons

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 07:09:16 GMT

25 Death Note Icons

Finally I made some good icons, and with "good" I mean that each one of these took me at least 10 minutes.

No hotlink, comment if you like/take/want to make me happy...
These are fan art & doujinshi power!

MOST OF THESE ICONS WERE MADE WITH THE BEAUTIFUL ART OF AKANE-SAN, http://www.cursedmoons.com/menu.htm

If Near and Mello are L's sucessors, Akane-san is Obata-sensei sucessor!

* = Fanart/doujinishi used made by Akane
& = I LOVE IT!!!!
# = Comments about it at the end of the post

Fan Power

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25*

# - Last night I started these, so I was about to make a raito fanart icon when I realized I don't have fanarts of raito! So, with my best friend, Mary, we looked for some raito fanarts... but we always ended finding some yaoi Raito x L doujinshi!! and we both dislike that pairing so, I was all like "@___@ I feel sick!" and then I made that 19 Icon XD, that mello face was mine when I saw all those doujinshis! XDDD

I was going to include an L wallpaper but I haven't finished =) Next time...

Oh, I was trying a new style =) tell me if you like it somehow, please, a girl, aka saja, aka preciousrosee, told me the last ones were kinda... not good, well let me tell you something: Go Die, Bitch!..

....

Nah XDDD I love you saja, thank you for your recomendations bitch, kisses ~

Icons and Colorbars

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 05:08:24 GMT

17 Icons & 8 Colorbars
[ + ] 10 Death Note Icons (6 Near, 1 Raito, 1 Misa, 1 L, 1 Mikami)
[ + ] 3 Dragon Ball Z (3 Gohan)
[ + ] 4 Anette Olzon from Nightwish
[ + ] 8 Death Note Colorbars (4 Near, 2 Raito, 2 L)

I was loosing my mind, I was approved to own the Dragon Ball GT fanlisting <3, I started the layout 3 days ago and yet, I'm not able to make it, so I started to make these icons to... relax, it worked! :) Thanks to icon 12 <3

I'm sorry but I love love love love love love love love love love Near and Gohan <3

Death Note
I LOVE #1 (and #2), it wasn't easy for me to post it so PLEASE, be sure to credit me and ~yuumei

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* The fanart used in icon #1 and #2 was made by ~yuumei and you can find it HERE
* text in #9 is from a song called "Play God" by DeathStars

Dragon Ball Z

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* text in #11 is from a song called Beyond the Veil by Tristania

Anette Olzon
love her please <3

COLORBARS
Actually there are more like 4 and their 4 second versions, for the people who like either real names or short names

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IF SOMEBODY KNOWS HOW TO USE ENTHUSIAST, PLEASE HELP MEEEEE T_____________T!!!!!

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 01:55:07 GMT

Saja made me answer this so...

Three names people use to call you:

1.- Karla
2.- Yami
3.- Monse

Three nicknames you've used in internet:
1.- Yami to Fujikiri
2.- fujikiri_death
3.- LasgalenOsten

Three things you like about yourself:
1.- My foot XDDD
2.- My fanlistings XDDD
3.- My eyes *0*

Three things you don't like about yourself:
I am God, I am perfect 8DDDD

Three things that scare you:
Quote: I am God, Nothing can scare me 8DDDDDD

Three things you can not live without:

1.- My fanlistings
2.- My computer
3.- My ipod

Three things you are wearing in this moment:

1.- Jeans
2.- t-shirt
3.- glasses

Your three favourite bands/singers:

1.- Tristania
2.- Nightwish
3.- Haggard

Your three favourite songs:

1.- The poet and the pendulum
2.- Selling Out
3.- Muspelheim

Three new things you'd like to experience in the next 12 months:

hum... ahh... mmmm... yeah XD I can't think of anything

Three things you want in a relationship:

I do not want a relationship XD duh

2 truths, 1 lie:

1.- I am God
2.- I am not God
3.- The number 1 is true

Three things you like of men:

1.- Eyes
2.- Money
3.- Personality

Three things you can't do:

I TOLD YOU ALREADY! I AM GOOOOOD
(xDDD)

Three favourite hobbies:

1. - Fanlistings
2.- Fanlistings
3.- Anime & Music

Three things you are wishing right now:

1.- Yep XD that, sleep
2.- Get my 2 pending fanlistings approved
3.- Go to the bathroom

Three places you want to go for vacation:

1.- Huatulco
2.- England
3.- Japan

Three names for your children:

1.- Eva
2.- Elendil
3.- Elbereth

Three things you'd like to do before you die:

1.- Get my 2 fanlistings approved!!!! XDDDD
2.- Finish the career
3.- Get eternal life, muajajaja XD

Done! XD

70 icons

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 08:15:16 GMT

70 Icons
Textless

Yep, 70 icons, I made them all today so don't expect master pieces, I really like them, though.
I'm wating 2 fanlistings to get either approved or rejected so I decided to wait making some icons...

You know the rules... No hotlink, bla, bla, bla, and please comment =)

24 | Death Note
04 | RG Veda
16 | Dragon Ball Z
06 | Full Metal Alchemist
10 | Ouran High School Host Club
10 | Tennis no Oujisama

Dragon Ball Z

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Full Metal Alchemist

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Ouran High School Host Club

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Tennis no Oujisama

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RG Veda

Death Note

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Semi Friends Only

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 01:00:39 GMT

From now on my livejournal will be SEMI FRIENDS ONLY the icons and the claims won't be friends only, but the entries and the personal stuff will be.

*Updated*

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 00:51:05 GMT

Well, I'm coming here to give some publicity to my Death Note Fanlistings and my FL Collective.

You will find all my fl in my collective:

http://www.kodo-ku.com

But I will put anyway my DN fl

I had already put my Raito's personality fanlisting: http://hatredgrows.kodo-ku.com
Episode 24 fanlisting: http://revival.kodo-ku.com
Episode 25 fanlisting: http://silence.kodo-ku.com
"Light no theme" song fanlisting: http://deceiver.kodo-ku.com
"Kodoku" song fanlisting: http://loneliness.kodo-ku.com
Raito's eyes fanlisting: http://infernal.kodo-ku.com

Have fun and visit! ^^

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